Can you feel it?

Can you feel it?
What you ask? Feel...what?
I'll tell you.
My heart.
Can you feel its drum like rhythm?
Can you hear it? Does it truly sound like a drum?
Or does it sound like some sort of Lullaby?
Is it a soothing one?
Does it captivate you.
Let me ask again, but with a different response.
Can you feel my heart shatter?
Do you like the sound of it shuddering?
Slowly falling apart till it is no more?
Is it pleasuring? To feel it shatter?
Does it bring you joy?
Tell me. What brings you happiness?
But hopefully my shattering isn't one of them.
Please leave it alone.
Leave it be.
No.
Leave me be.
Please